Been a while. And I feel like procrastinating...so here I am.

I have COPD, so I breathe heavy when it's hot and humid out. I know this because the people who sit around me are now calling me "Darth Vadar." They're cruel.

I am getting married in less than 3 months. We still have to do: tent cards, programs, favors, out of town bags, seating chart, marriage license, rehearsal invites, song list to dj, change my name (work on that matt... ;) ), vases for florist, speech for rehearsal dinner, photos to donny, tasting at hilton, book hotel for night before, tip envelopes...and i think that is it!!! Long list, but all very little thing, we're doing very well for have 3 months left. I'm really excited; there's all these stories about how I should be stressed or nervous, but I'm not at all. The ONLY thing that causes me stress is peer pressure - other people trying to influence what WE actually want. But, I think we've been standing up pretty well for ourselves. ;)

I've been cooking a lot lately. Homemade mac and cheese (need to not cook the noodles as long), homemade clam chowder (needs 2% milk, not 1%), and fudge - who knows. But I'm proud that I've actually been cooking.

And crunches and push ups - been doing those too. Need to get fit by Aug bachelorette party. Boy, has THAT been a sigh of relief. I do NOT want a crazy woo hooo party, nor honestly, do I think anyone should have one... I just think the point is to prepare for your WEDDING, it's not your last night of being single- you've been taken for a while or you shouldn't be getting married. I HATE the philosophy that men need that last night of being wild and crazy and single. It makes marriage this terrible, boring thing - when in reality, it's something you should WANT. I know, my rant. I know Matt completely agrees with me, but we certainly have friends that don't. It's make me really sad to think that's what our society believes of marriage now.

He has a new job - I hope it fulfills him more. Gives him more of a challenge. And hope that my jobs gives me a bit less of one. They've been expecting me to do more - but with the same amount. Just doesn't work. Can't make 3 apple pies with only enough apples for 2 pies. Ohhhh, analogies.

Well, that is all for today. Just be glad I wrote.

P.S. I sooooo cannot work right now! Dang.